The Dark Angel
Umm, hi.
I know I'm not your idea of a typical 14-year-old girl. My birthday's on 9th February, and I happen to like that date a lot. I share my birthday & birthday month with very awesome people.
I have a thing for heavy music, I love J-Rock and heavy metal. I adore the Visual Kei scene.
I'm an otaku. I spend my days rotting at the computer gawking at anime, manga, music and whatnot.
I'm weird. I tend to like dark and depressing things. It doesn't make me emo or suicidal. People do have their dark moments.
If you're easily offended by gay things, this might not be the right place for you. I love yaoi and you can't change that.
Interesting guitar riffs and shredding are my weakness. You might think guitar's my specialty, but it isn't. I do play acoustic and electric guitar, but piano's what I major in. I play the Guzheng a little too.
And that's about all I have to say about me.
傷付けた後でしか 気付けなかった事
過ちの数 君を求め 見め合えたはずさ I only realized after hurting you, that I was counting the number of flaws you had when we should have looked at each other.
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This girl is forever random. She might sometimes suffer from moodswings, but most of the time she's feeling... happy? I don't know.
She likes to be called goth and not emo.
She is all for gay.
She has somehow developed a glasses fetish from staring at the picture up there.
When she's feeling sad, she'll go ranting about things and sound like a philosopher.
She is a narcissist.
Red, black and purple are the colours to describe her mood.
I have given up on designing my own skins, so a big thank you to the designer! =D Hearts!
Thursday, July 14, 2011
-Overkill- 8:36 PM
Teenagers are suffering from hair loss.
Prematurely graying hair.
Children in primary school are piled with rapidly accelerating syllabus gradually becoming impossible to even catch.
Secondary school students have 3 times the number of subjects as compared to that.
Morals and life skills have to be taught in a lesson, even relying on role play.
Reflections are something forced to be done and not of people's own will.
It becomes a chore instead of something that should be done subconsciously every time.
Stuck on the wrong wave, and you're out.
What is Singapore coming to?
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
-Like A Bird- 8:08 PM
Fly, fly like a bird.
Sometimes I wished I was a bird.
Full of freedom.
My mask cracked but another one lies beneath.
Lies, lies lies.
I need to cross de Nile.
Chimera, dream, fantasy, illusion.
Delusion.
Why do I tremble?
Out of fear, pleasure, suffering, or distress?
I find solace in the dark themes of Yugioh.
How these characters have a dark side to themselves.
They make them braver, more confident and determined.
Why am I so weak, unable to face the truth?
But I'd rather be called weak than die thinking I was strong
There is hope if I have faith and believe.
Monday, July 4, 2011
-30 Day Song Challenge - In one day- 6:34 PM
Hi guys, I guess I ended up doing this because I was PLAIN BORED. THANKS JYOTI FOR GIVING ME THE IDEA.
30 DAYS SONG CHALLENGE IN ONE DAY WOOHOOO!
day 01 - your favorite song
Deluhi - Hybrid Truth.
Hard choice, but it's gotta be this.
day 02 - your least favorite song
SNSD - Gee
THE MOST ANNOYING SONG EVER PLEASE
day 03 - a song that makes you happy
Motteke! Sailor Fuku from Lucky Star!
day 04 - a song that makes you sad
Nega - In the shadow of the rain cloud
day 05 - a song that reminds you of someone
Yoriko - Daia no Hana
day 06 - a song that reminds you of somewhere
Girugamesh - Kowarete Iku Sekai
It reminds me of a wasteland.
day 07 - a song that reminds you of a certain event
Versailles - The Revenant Choir
day 08 - a song that you know all the words to
the GazettE - Guren
day 09 - a song that you can dance to
Golden Bomber - Memeshikute
YOU KNOW YOU LOVE THIS XD
day 10 - a song that makes you fall asleep
Plastic Tree - Sanatorium
It allows me to sleep peacefully, but it's a sad song.
day 11 - a song from your favorite band
the GazettE - The Invisible Wall
day 12 - a song from a band you hate
Bring Me The Horizon - It Never Ends
The music video sucks and Oli Sykes can't scream. Fucked up his voice with the wrong kind of screaming.
day 13 - a song that is a guilty pleasure
DBSK - Darkness Eyes
This song got me through painful times, so I like it.
day 14 - a song that no one would expect you to love
Her Name In Blood - Invisible Wounds
Fucking brutal song. Very technical though. I recommend it for metalheads.
day 15 - a song that describes you
Joe Hisaishi - Fantasia
Everything is a fantasy for me. In my life there's up and lows, times of agitation, peace and love.
day 16 - a song that you used to love but now hate
High School Musical - We're All in This Together
Oh god, the song was great but thanks to overwhelming plays and dances for it, every time I hear the starting I feel like puking.
day 17 - a song that you hear often on the radio
Green Day - Boulevard of Broken Dreams
It's an awesome song.
day 18 - a song that you wish you heard on the radio
Bullet For My Valentine - 10 Years Today
It's too great a song, why isn't this on the radio? Just because he screams once or twice? Please.
day 19 - a song from your favorite album
Crossfaith - Stars Faded in Slow Motion
day 20 - a song that you listen to when you’re angry
the GazettE - Burial Applicant
Headbang all your troubles away!
day 21 - a song that you listen to when you’re happy
ViViD - Across the Border
day 22 - a song that you listen to when you’re sad
As I Lay Dying - Anger and Apathy
day 23 - a song that you want to play at your wedding
George Gershwin - Rhapsody in Blue
day 24 - a song that you want to play at your funeral
Buckethead - Soothsayer
day 25 - a song that makes you laugh
Ensoku - This is a pen
Never fails to get me X3
day 26 - a song that you can play on an instrument
Beethoven - Pathetique
day 27 - a song that you wish you could play
As I Lay Dying - The Sound of Truth
day 28 - a song that makes you feel guilty
Bad Apple! from Touhou
day 29 - a song from your childhood
Joe Hisaishi - Kimi wo Nosete
day 30 - your favorite song at this time last year
Dir en grey - Vinushka
Sunday, July 3, 2011
-Den lille Havfrue- 8:08 PM
I saved my love. Although the sounds of the cicadas are high, I am already cold and heavy I close my eyes to the sound coming from lips that don't even realize they are open A voice that seems to be crying and the aftereffects of words that continue emotionlessly
Your too frail smile is frighteningly beautiful Why do you smile? The sun sets for the sake of illuminating the moon.
Stay like that forever smiling Break your body against the everyday that seems about to disappear completely Even if I draw the starry night, you who should be illuminated will be lost How did the night sky get so dark?
You cries softly cease When your surroundings are too wide, you can't feel at home Suddenly losing words, all there are are memories The sighs in the showcase pile thickly on one another Like a cocoon they hide what's in front of you
Drifting Floating on the withering waves a wail blossoms If only you could change places and be the one to forget
Stay like that forever smiling Remembering those seemingly fragile days Even if you dip your hand into a sea of stars You will lose the paddle to row away You can't move
People who disappear into the starry night People who float in a starry sea Colors painted in the distant sky seem to hold you hand That voice that calls you into the dark, searches for you Has once more opened the door of night's memory
