.PROFILE.
Kayumi Hirai

The Dark Angel
Umm, hi.
I know I'm not your idea of a typical 14-year-old girl. My birthday's on 9th February, and I happen to like that date a lot. I share my birthday & birthday month with very awesome people.
I have a thing for heavy music, I love J-Rock and heavy metal. I adore the Visual Kei scene.
I'm an otaku. I spend my days rotting at the computer gawking at anime, manga, music and whatnot.
I'm weird. I tend to like dark and depressing things. It doesn't make me emo or suicidal. People do have their dark moments.
If you're easily offended by gay things, this might not be the right place for you. I love yaoi and you can't change that.
Interesting guitar riffs and shredding are my weakness. You might think guitar's my specialty, but it isn't. I do play acoustic and electric guitar, but piano's what I major in. I play the Guzheng a little too.
And that's about all I have to say about me.

傷付けた後でしか 気付けなかった事
過ちの数 君を求め 見め合えたはずさ
I only realized after hurting you, that I was counting the number of flaws you had when we should have looked at each other.

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.MUSIC.
hear you sing


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com

.MOOD.
mind twist

This girl is forever random. She might sometimes suffer from moodswings, but most of the time she's feeling... happy? I don't know.
She likes to be called goth and not emo.
She is all for gay.
She has somehow developed a glasses fetish from staring at the picture up there.
When she's feeling sad, she'll go ranting about things and sound like a philosopher.
She is a narcissist.
Red, black and purple are the colours to describe her mood.

.THESE WORDS.
talk to me

.PAST.
reverse time

- June 2008 - July 2008 - August 2008 - September 2008 - November 2008 - January 2009 - February 2009 - July 2009 - August 2009 - September 2009 - October 2009 - November 2009 - January 2010 - February 2010 - March 2010 - April 2010 - May 2010 - June 2010 - July 2010 - August 2010 - September 2010 - October 2010 - November 2010 - December 2010 - January 2011 - February 2011 - March 2011 - April 2011 - May 2011 - June 2011 - July 2011 - August 2011 - November 2011 - April 2014

.CREDIT.
making of

AkamatsuA

x | x | x


I have given up on designing my own skins, so a big thank you to the designer! =D Hearts!

Saturday, February 13, 2010
-Ain't Afraid To Die- 4:13 PM

The way that I used to walk with you is gone
But still, I always walked with you, I wonder if I'll ever be able to meet
you
The snow falls gently on a hill
Even though I can't reach you, I understand
The flower in your room that you loved is now...
The day of last years final snow
The promises that were hard to exchange
When I remember them, they melt, and spill from my hands
The snow falls gently on a hill
Even though I can't reach you, I understand
The flower in your room that you loved is now...
All alone by the window, just staring at the snow
While remembering you, seeing you in the glass
I give you a final kiss
Come on, smile, don't cry anymore
From here on, I'll always be watching you
The snow falls gently on a hill
Even though I can't reach you, I understand
The flower in your room that you loved is now...
A light that quietly begins to color the inside of the town white
You saw the season's final colors
The sound of the tears that fell is cruel isn't it
You saw the season's final colors
The four seasons, and your colors, will soon vanish
The snow melts, and flowers bloom on the street corner
The "colors" that you saw, softly begin to melt
The day of this years final colors
A single flower on the street corner
When I look up into the sky, the final snow melts from my hand

-Visual Kei!!!- 1:22 PM


VISUAL KEI ROXX!!!

Haha, loving Visual Kei bands!! They rock!!
SID, An Cafe, LM.C, The GazettE, Alice Nine and Ayabie XDXDXD And maybe Exist+Trace (Wow female Visual Kei) and Malice Mizer...

Falling in love with Ayabie, and I guess this is my favourite picture. So colourful X3 Yumehito looks nice in this pic. I want his hairstyle!!! I love Aoi!! XD And his voice of course!!




And I found this video on [the horror of] JRock with the song Disturbia. LOL
It's so damn cool, not to mention freaky.
*squeals*

But not gonna post it, cannot be bothered to...

I feel like buying the JRock magazines in Kinokuniya!!! Kyaaaa~!
Hehe.
I like Alice Nine's Cross Game!

And wow, there are a lot of songs called Regret...
But I like two of them, one by The GazettE and another by Mai Hoshimura... Totally different kinds of songs... Freaky.

Enough of my rants about Visual Kei, should shut up now XD
See ya~
Ja ne, minna-san~!!