.PROFILE.
Kayumi Hirai

The Dark Angel
Umm, hi.
I know I'm not your idea of a typical 14-year-old girl. My birthday's on 9th February, and I happen to like that date a lot. I share my birthday & birthday month with very awesome people.
I have a thing for heavy music, I love J-Rock and heavy metal. I adore the Visual Kei scene.
I'm an otaku. I spend my days rotting at the computer gawking at anime, manga, music and whatnot.
I'm weird. I tend to like dark and depressing things. It doesn't make me emo or suicidal. People do have their dark moments.
If you're easily offended by gay things, this might not be the right place for you. I love yaoi and you can't change that.
Interesting guitar riffs and shredding are my weakness. You might think guitar's my specialty, but it isn't. I do play acoustic and electric guitar, but piano's what I major in. I play the Guzheng a little too.
And that's about all I have to say about me.

傷付けた後でしか 気付けなかった事
過ちの数 君を求め 見め合えたはずさ
I only realized after hurting you, that I was counting the number of flaws you had when we should have looked at each other.

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.MUSIC.
hear you sing


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com

.MOOD.
mind twist

This girl is forever random. She might sometimes suffer from moodswings, but most of the time she's feeling... happy? I don't know.
She likes to be called goth and not emo.
She is all for gay.
She has somehow developed a glasses fetish from staring at the picture up there.
When she's feeling sad, she'll go ranting about things and sound like a philosopher.
She is a narcissist.
Red, black and purple are the colours to describe her mood.

.THESE WORDS.
talk to me

.PAST.
reverse time

- June 2008 - July 2008 - August 2008 - September 2008 - November 2008 - January 2009 - February 2009 - July 2009 - August 2009 - September 2009 - October 2009 - November 2009 - January 2010 - February 2010 - March 2010 - April 2010 - May 2010 - June 2010 - July 2010 - August 2010 - September 2010 - October 2010 - November 2010 - December 2010 - January 2011 - February 2011 - March 2011 - April 2011 - May 2011 - June 2011 - July 2011 - August 2011 - November 2011 - April 2014

.CREDIT.
making of

AkamatsuA

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I have given up on designing my own skins, so a big thank you to the designer! =D Hearts!

Tuesday, January 25, 2011
-Sec 2 Life- 3:01 PM


Hey there.
Sec 2 girl speaking here.
Life sucks.

I stay behind every single day until 6, Tuesday the only exception, and Thursdays I have CIP (though it's enjoyable to help IJ Choir XD).
This is pure insanity, because on Fridays on top of staying until 6, I have just enough time to shower and prepare for piano from 7.45 - 8.45. After that I have my dinner then reach home at almost 10pm.
Saturdays, I practice for guitar in the morning, then go for guitar for 2-3.30. Come back, just enough time to shower and rush through Japanese homework and stone in the car for the 30 min journey. 5.30-8.30 is my Japanese class, it's freaking long, although I have fun. I then have to eat dinner and I reach home at 10+.
Now, you think Sundays are for relaxation.
No it isn't. I obviously didn't have time to do homework at all right?
And teachers love to give piles of weekend homework.
My only free day, Sunday, is spent on homework.
Can you please tell me, what kind of weekend is this.
Moreover, it's a routine.
IPW hasn't even started, and when it starts, I can damn well say goodbye to my Tuesdays as well.
Sayonara, days of slacking.
Hello, hell.

Aoi is 32.
I am envious of Kum Wai because Raymond Lam is younger.
T^T



Why is he so beautiful.

Monday, January 3, 2011
-Happy New Year!- 4:09 PM

Heyyy all you readers.
Happy new year.
Sorry I couldn't squeeze in a Christmas post.
Ahh haha I enjoyed my Christmas presents.
From Dad: Schecter Synyster Custom Electric Guitar :DDD (my favourite present).
From Mum: Clothes and other random stuff I forgot.
From Cassie: Avenged Sevenfold bag + shirt. (I paid for the extra though)
From Jyoti: Neo Genesis 46 Gazette feature!
From Joey: SHOXX January Gazette feature!
From Sis: Mouse

THANKS EVERYBODY.
Nah, I'm not gonna demand a present from my brother. Besides, I didn't give him anything. LOL.

I thank God for the past year, for all the ups and downs. It was full of challenges. However, I learnt and benefited from them. I will continue to praise the Lord even though I don't go to church.
I would also like to pray for my father's brother, who just passed away. Rest in peace. Wishing him all the best, and may God protect him. I managed to do a lot of things in the past year, really. I'm sincerely thankful.

The highlight of last year, I guess it was all the things I managed to buy. Since the start of year, until the end, I kept getting things.
And the formation of the band.
I don't know what to call our band. IJ Alumni band was considered but scrapped 'cuz it would be unfair to Chewy. Hehe :D

Lead Guitar: Cassie
Rhythm Guitar (and acoustic): Sze Hui
Bass Guitar: Joey
Drums: Chewy

Set list:
1. Gazette - Taion
2. Gazette - Chizuru
3. Gazette - Distress & Coma
4. ViViD - 69-ii
5. Dir En Grey - Vinushka

These are the songs we learnt so far. Though we only did 1-3 during our jamming session on the 21st. Damn fun, I tell you.
We're looking at An Cafe too, but that can wait. We still have this year~
Though I'm going to start negotiations with IJ principal/VP to see when we can have a performance.
It's to get CIP hours.
I do have to worry about the vocals too. Preferably a male who is able to growl and scream. However, girls are welcome too. Only requirements - learn the lyrics and sing the tune correctly.
We don't really care how sucky you are. XD ('Cuz we're desperate ^_^; )
Interested people email me or something. (blueskiez@msn.com)
I'm sure I'm very contactable.
Especially if you know me and have my number~
Dropping a tag in the C-Box is also desirable.
Yoroshiku ne~ Band leader here speaking. ^_^

Looking forward to how this year's gonna turn out.
Guitar lessons in school huh.
I'm gonna shred my guts out (Vinushka) on the guitar and see what happens ^^v
Streaming. Ughhh. Don't wanna talk about this.
More jamming sessions. Yeah this is fun.
Our debut performance. Woohoo. Event of the year sia.
More homework. No, just noo.
SYF. Choir SYF, looking forward to it. But it means intensive practice. And I'm playing the piano part, and currently I fail. Sorry people.
Grade 8 piano exam. Gosh I completely don't want to think about it. I haven't even started learning the 3rd piece. This sucks big time.
More J-rock fangirling. Yes I foresee that.
Learning how to play some covers for drums? Haha currently I suck. I only know a few drum beats and that's it.

Ahh, it's raining again.
I guess I'll post a song lyrics?
And maybe a picture.
Then I'll end off.
Bye~

In one happiness I snuggled with two people
I should have been able to have the first memory

I am happy [a dream-colored honeymoon], and be dear
Memories and knowing the last moment (all) did the

Hey, your manual warmth
To still stay here; - - - - -.

Is already the end; the sky is far away and
Even a signal of [SOS] (help it) should arrive here; nothing

This one is not any higher than the clouds where ...
Only one, I was shivering

Most precious most precious most precious thing is you
Whenever I yearn whenever I yearn time gets harder
I wanna see you, I never see you, I miss you
unpleasant as for the death

The airport which I waved a good-bye hand, and parted
"To meet at any time" was a lie so I'm sorry

Thinking a little [it was good to be only one]
It is painful, but fortunately I only fear

The reality is hell called the sky which is brutality
Tomorrow is another visible white cloud covered -----.

The hope is quitted, and the sea becomes near and
The signal of [SOS] (help it) should already reach anyone; nothing
As for family and you and everybody, it isn't possible to talk anymore; one ......
One person was crying

The most precious the most precious the most precious thing is you
Painful to think, painful to think, it's so sad
It is death filled with that it falls
I want to tell you "Thank you!"

The lovely prince Teru *_*