Friday, March 26, 2010
-An attempt to be happy...- 9:00 PM
I'm fucking pissed about the fact that my Daemon Tools just fucked up. Damn it!Pissed!!!
GAAAHH.
You know, I came home intending to play my eroge, but since Daemon Tools just freaking fucked up, I couldn't play it.
DAMN!!!
I WANNA PLAY EROGE!! I NEED MY WEEKLY DOSE OF IT D:
Oh my god. I think those of you who are reading this post and know the meaning of eroge, you must be thinking I'm a big bad pervert. 'Cause who the hell would suffer from withdrawal symptoms after not playing eroge for a week? Pure perverts, right?
And for those who need to be enlightened, eroge = erotic/perverted/mature/adult game. But take note, this is not a normal eroge. It's a YAOI/BL eroge. Yupp, that means it's a GAY ADULT GAME.
XD
Anyway, I just love my new seat!!!
Sitting next to Ginna. So fun~
Chelsea, I miss you, I pity you and all, and I also feel sorry that you cannot enjoy the same privileges as I have right now :(
And I realized how well she can draw. Aww, envious of people who can draw well. 'Cuz I suck. And I really wanna draw manga.
D:
But this post is only in favour of escaping the emo trend of my blog.
Just click on any July/August/September 09 post and you'll see the HUGE difference between them. I'm serious.
I have been to sad recently, the posts just get too emo.
My previous posts were extremely happy, in fact hilarious, and interesting to read. One of the most interesting blogs to read =D Now it's completely different, 'cuz, it's all sad and depressed and whatnot.
So I'm just making an effort to revive my hilarious trend, and also to... uhh... LOVE CEDAR MORE!!!
YEAHH!!!
And... This shall be my 77th post! GETS!
And I'm having an sudden obsession with a few bands. Mainly: Back-on, The GazettE and Versailles. Well Versailles is not sudden obsession, it shall be a long term obsession XD But I just felt like including it in the list.
Heys, did ya know that Blaze Line by Back-on is very vulgar? Seriously. If I'm not wrong, from memory, the singer goes: "Hey cheerleaders, shake your ass shake your tits for me W00!"
XD
Yeah. Perverted guy who wrote the lyrics huh. 8D
But I'm more in love with the melody of Hikari Sasuhou.
owara nai sutoorii
koware nai you ni hibike
hikari sasu hou ni kono koe ga todo ka naku te mo
itsu datte kimi wa oku soko de sagashi te iru
Anyway, you just have to love their songs hahas =D
The GazettE - WHOA. A whole new level from Back-on.
Their music is for real kayyes? They write REAL music, like Versailles. Not exactly like Back-on. Back-on, in my opinion, is just for fun. I mean no offence, really. 'Cuz I really admire The GazettE and Versailles for their awesome music and LYRICS. I repeat, I do not mean any offence, I am only speaking from my opinion.
People Error really makes you reflect upon yourself.
I felt that the one which touched me the most was Guren though, even though I cannot fully understand that pain which I have not gone through.
We're so fortunate we're even living in this world.
So... we should not complain.
However that is just human's true nature so we can't help it right?
Hehes X3
Listening to certain people's voices give me an eargasm. And I'm serious. It makes my ear so sensitive I don't even know why. D:
Kamijo is first on the list.
Next is Ruki, and the rest... are private and confidential. Why? I just don't feel like mentioning.
Nope, it's not my secret lover or anything, don't think like that. = = 'Cuz I obviously do not have one.
HOWEVER, I could mention a hint.
THEY COME FROM MY EROGE 8D
Helps a lot eh? Saves you from your vivid imagination 8D
I shall imitate Kouta Hirano here okay?
Since there's so much space, I shall utter random stuffs to make up for it.
Eroge, eroge~
Lalala~~
GETS!
YAHOOOOOOOOOOOEY
BLAH
BLAH
SPAM
GAHH
AWWWWWWWWW
MANZ
*cough cough*
LALALALALALALA!!!!
*sings Magnet in screamo*
*sings Meltdown with Len's parts*
*kills my voice*
UGH
*yawn*
Okay, I've got enough of this, seriously.
Sooooo..........
MATA NE, MINNA-SAN!
I hope you have enjoyed reading this post. I believe I have regained most of my humour. XD
-The Crimson Lotus- 7:46 PM
I'm sorry... after awhile, let me sleep by your name
The passing days drew us closer
The pain is matched with joy.
Both hands reflect that
I cry when I think of you.
There is a rain of sadness
It's fine just to remain unknown.
I tremble for repose, I remembered
What do you want to see in this reeled in dream?
I don't want you to fade
Let me hear, even a sigh.
A small heartbeat, that isn't there
I want you, come here!
Unchanging dreams, if this continues on
Please don't pause in your happiness.
Even if it doesn't need to call out, but,
The drowning days are piling over me.
I don't want you to fade
Let me hear, even a sigh
A small heartbeat, that isn't there
I want you, come here!
Even the hands of salvation is also in vagueness
Will there be a cocoon at intervals of the second, Without the string tearing off?
I don't want you to fade
I want to hear, even a sigh.
Little rhythm to the sound of the heartbeat
Of touched prayers delivered.
The name which I cannot call out I held closely
Counting with my fingers, I don't want tomorrow to disappear.
Hearing with blocked ears
The sound of a broken cradle.
The spring time will never come again
The crimson lotus is in bloom.
WAAAAAAAAAHH!!!!!!!
Ruki is totally making out with the microphone, and I'm not kidding.
In the PV of Guren.
Skip all the way to 5:01 to see the action!!! >:3
HOW HOT CAN HE BE?!?!
Friday, March 19, 2010
-Don't wanna do holiday HW~~~- 5:25 PM
Sigh... I hate holiday homework. And I know you do too.Have been wasting time all day surfing the net doing nothing. Even though I've got interesting finds... It's really nothing much.
*Sigh*
I wonder why I'm always like this... Not in the mood...
'Cause, I really don't feel like I'm at home in Cedar unlike OLQP. Yes, I like Cedar. But I love OLQP more.
My current class is just giving me problems. I love the people sitting next to me and I love Mizuko-chan to bits. However, I just *detest* certain people and that's a fact.
The people whom I met during orientation... I thought I might just stay away from them or something, I'm now *extremely* close to them. No offence to those people and sorry for hurting or what, but, Mizuko-chan is someone whom I thought I would only be normal classmates with, and not best friends. Same goes with Cheryl... It's just my first impression, I do not mean any offence. And these people whom names I do not want to mention, I thought they were pretty okay and now I'm *hating* them.
So... Yeah... I'm really VERY glad I'm sitting next to Chelsea, Celine and Cheryl (WOW all the C's) 'cuz we just fit. I'm very grateful to Mizuko-chan too for being so nice to me always and sharing my views and everything. I swear you are better than my friends in OLQP but I'm very sorry I have not accepted the fact that you replace my old friends, even though I have already done so subconsciously. I am VERY VERY sorry. But, you will still be my best friend. I don't know if I have treated you as much as I have treated the others, but it seemed so, from your responses.
I have changed.
Everybody has changed.
People change, and it hurts.
It hurts me to see this separation.
But I have no regrets.
I wish I could show you my old self. As much as I have expressed my desire to do so, I don't think you have understood my attempts. I have brought that up so many times, but it seems that it all goes to the back of your mind.
"Okay."
"Lolz."
"Yeah."
That was not the old me.
I don't know why I have become so antisocial.
I know I used to say so much last time.
And now in this environment, whenever I try to speak up... My heart pounds.
I am considering...
What?
What the hell am I considering?
Last year I don't think I needed to think what I wanted to say. I just said what I wanted to.
Change.
It's affected by the people around you.
I have met the people I'm supposed to meet.
But it just feels wrong.
I want to return to the past...
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
-もし。。。- 9:02 AM
もし、百万ドルがあったら、
cosplay をしたいです！
もし、百万ドルがあったら、秋葉原へ行きたいです！それで、マンガとＤＶＤと食べ物をかいたいです！
でも、いくらやりたいでも、やりませんね。
はあ～
百万ドルがあったら、何もやれます。。。
Okay, I bet you didn't understand a word of whatever I was saying...
Haha was ranting about what I could do if I had a lot of money...
Well, was practicing a certain sentence structure which I have just learnt. ^_^
Very complicated, huh?
Anyway, my common tests... Can't say it went very well.
But my science got an A1!! ^^
My math... deproved a lot. Cuz' I got a B4... T_T Wanna die already la... I was supposed to be A* standard, how can I deprove until like this... Jyoti got 10 marks higher than me you know... A fucking high A1!
And since the class' MSG is 3.8, I have let the class down by being LOWER than average (when my PSLE score is the HIGHEST in school.)
Fuck that, man, fuck!!
I'm so dead!! Seriously! I'm fucking dead if I do not get at least and A2!
Don't want to talk about it la... It's either I suck or the class' math is too good.
I would definitely like to think the latter, however, it would just be self-denial.
Well Jyoti claims math is chicken. It seems that I'm going to get tutored instead of tutoring people previously.
And I guess I'll have to tutor her Japanese, Chinese and Music.
Wow. All these subjects aren't even important.
Anyway, I'm considering Music for O Levels, if it pulls up my score... But also very worried about it because my technique isn't that good (never mind, wait for my Grade 7 piano exam score)... And the requirements I'm also not too sure. Just hope that if it helps, I'm gonna take it.
Okay I'm sick of typing already and I'm piled with e-learning homework... And I need to practice piano now. Soreja, mata ne~!
@_@
Monday, March 1, 2010
-- 9:47 PM
My new found love - Dark Literature.And also, things from the Renaissance period.
Thanks to Versailles.
I absolutely heart Hizaki! XD
Kamijo's voice is my source of life O_O
Chateau de Versailles is a beautiful place.
I must go there!!!
I realized I've become a lot more hentai O_O
Thanks to a certain hentai manga series which I own in the house XD
And gosh, I pity Kurumi getting raped so many times (by different people, what's worse)
Ahaha but I love the right-hand man more than I love the genius main chara. Weird much?
Nope. I always do this...
E.g. : GOKUDERA!!!! *hugs*
So I somehow enjoyed the part where she was ****** by the right-hand man.
Ooohh a katana! XDXDXDXDXD
Hentai ne...
=D
I shall end off my post cuz' I've got better things to do anyway.
Mata ne, minna!
