.PROFILE.
Kayumi Hirai

The Dark Angel
Umm, hi.
I know I'm not your idea of a typical 14-year-old girl. My birthday's on 9th February, and I happen to like that date a lot. I share my birthday & birthday month with very awesome people.
I have a thing for heavy music, I love J-Rock and heavy metal. I adore the Visual Kei scene.
I'm an otaku. I spend my days rotting at the computer gawking at anime, manga, music and whatnot.
I'm weird. I tend to like dark and depressing things. It doesn't make me emo or suicidal. People do have their dark moments.
If you're easily offended by gay things, this might not be the right place for you. I love yaoi and you can't change that.
Interesting guitar riffs and shredding are my weakness. You might think guitar's my specialty, but it isn't. I do play acoustic and electric guitar, but piano's what I major in. I play the Guzheng a little too.
And that's about all I have to say about me.

傷付けた後でしか 気付けなかった事
過ちの数 君を求め 見め合えたはずさ
I only realized after hurting you, that I was counting the number of flaws you had when we should have looked at each other.

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.MUSIC.
hear you sing


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com

.MOOD.
mind twist

This girl is forever random. She might sometimes suffer from moodswings, but most of the time she's feeling... happy? I don't know.
She likes to be called goth and not emo.
She is all for gay.
She has somehow developed a glasses fetish from staring at the picture up there.
When she's feeling sad, she'll go ranting about things and sound like a philosopher.
She is a narcissist.
Red, black and purple are the colours to describe her mood.

.THESE WORDS.
talk to me

.PAST.
reverse time

- June 2008 - July 2008 - August 2008 - September 2008 - November 2008 - January 2009 - February 2009 - July 2009 - August 2009 - September 2009 - October 2009 - November 2009 - January 2010 - February 2010 - March 2010 - April 2010 - May 2010 - June 2010 - July 2010 - August 2010 - September 2010 - October 2010 - November 2010 - December 2010 - January 2011 - February 2011 - March 2011 - April 2011 - May 2011 - June 2011 - July 2011 - August 2011 - November 2011 - April 2014

.CREDIT.
making of

AkamatsuA

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I have given up on designing my own skins, so a big thank you to the designer! =D Hearts!

Saturday, August 30, 2008
-GREAT FANFIC!!!- 6:37 PM

Aiya,I very fan.Just now my mum say I got dandruff then gimme a very minty shampoo she said would clean it off.More like the shampoo will clean my head off before the dandruff does.Anyway,I don't think I got dandruff.
Sorry for not blogging for such a long time.No time!!
Okay,I'll just tell you about the past few days.
I starting reading a fanfic on Gakuen Alice, Bonded.It's so damn nice!I recommend it to you.Oh yeah,don't blame me for recommending you a fanfic with the fucking lemons.Just skip it and keep your mouth shut.Don't complain it's too long anyway.It's 52 chapters,but get over it.I could finish it in 1 night if I am determined to do so.It took me 2 days to finish that one.Great stuff,but I suggest you skip chapter 9 and 41.They're the lemony chapters.A fanfic with lotsa vulgar language,but who cares.I use it everyday.
Yay!Back in netball for all I care.Only going on Tuesdays...Sigh.I don't want a hell of a teacher storming at me for ditching the damned choir.Unfortunately,Tuesday is hell training day.I blame that hell of a teacher for making choir every Thursday.You all probably know me and Katsure hate that hell of a teacher like she's a fucking piece of shit.It's very clear and you'll get it from me if you say I like that damned teacher.She's even forcing me to go to Vienna for an international competition!Hell no,I'm not gonna go.I'd rather relax myself in Japan than pay 3k for going to that place.Okay,enough crap of that shitty teacher.
I'm feeling damn idiotic 'cuz,I'm not happy with my exam results.English?What the hell?!Dropped?!Chinese?Okay,I'm going easy on it 'cuz it got better.Math?No need to say.It must be in the 90 range or I'm gonna be cursing for the whole term.Science?A hell of a science paper!Damn,I screwed up making some idiotic mistakes.Not gonna go easy on myself just 'cuz I improved.It's damn stupid.Next blow.Piano practical.The worst of all.For all I know,I have never only passed for anything.Well,I barely passed for my piano exam.I'm gonna be cursing now and that's the cause of the colourful vocabulary and the stormy mood.
Well,the only things I'm hoping are that,I'm ranked top 10 this year,so I can get into peace class,fucking get into the top secondary school,which you have all guessed,Raffles Secondary School.It's impossible for me to get into that school,unless I even have a third of my sis' wonderful,perfect results.Damn,all A*s?!100 for math and science?!WTF!The best I can get is only,3 As and 1 A*.
Okay,fine,whatever.I know I'm getting real long-winded as venting my anger with the darn colourful vocab,but the best thing you can do to avoid my fiery temper is to click the red 'x' on top,and that's it,you're outta here.Get your ass out of my business and if 'ya got a problem with it,I see you dare to stay here within the first 2 hours of this message being posted.

Sunday, August 10, 2008
-Very sian la...- 1:16 PM

Aiya...
Sian ya.

I'm at home by myself...
Alone.

Nothing to do...
So I'm blogging.
I'm so far spamming by rubbish-posting and talking crap...
So...



It's a bit too early to talk about today,so I'll talk about the past few days.

I really wonder what's with my oto-san.
He's been n a very bad mood this few days.
Dun wan to talk to him la...
Been avoiding him.
Whatever I say or do,he gets angry so I'm like doing everything away from him.
Sleeping in my study room,not letting him know or letting him get in(I practically locked the doors and windows so he coudn't sneak in)...
Eating without him...
Watching TV without him knowing...
Playing computer without him knowing...
Whatever things I've just ignored him.
But these few days he has been really annoying,he's not at home anyway...
He's gone off to pick durians and rambuttans,so me and my oka-san have been ignoring him.
I wished he would come home later...
I don't even want him at home la...
I don't want to waste time talking about him le.

Talk about better things la.

Woah.My rubbish post is getting long...

Whatever.
I love playing audition!So fun!!!Gonna play later.X3
Oh yeah,the Gakuen Alice RPG is going really well!Thanks for all your efforts!
Love ya all...
as friends.

Waaa today I gotta post in GA RPG,play audi,blog and do LEAD assignments!!!AAAAAHHHHH!!!!
Okay,better go now.
Ja ne!Sayonara!

Wednesday, August 6, 2008
-I'm a prefect?!- 8:08 PM

Okay,being a prefect does not mean I'm perfect!Me having a tie and a vest does not change the fact that I'm an irresponsible prefect!MUAHAHAHAHA!!!
Don't take it seriously.And anyway,I won't book you unless I really hate you.Beware,then.You might be booked just for the slightest thing like SHOUTING!!!Really,I mean it's an offence.If you don't believe me then check my prefect notebook.
HAHAHA!!!
I won't ever book anyone in this class unless I'm told by a teacher to.Plu,booking someone in our class means more demerit points!I don't want any! 0 is the best!!!
Okay,sorry for blabbering rubbish.
Good night and good bye.
Sayonara.Ja ne!
Adieu,adios!
Zai jian?
Huh?

Tuesday, August 5, 2008
-Edited blogskin.- 9:33 PM

Okay,I edited the blogskin to help you read better.I can't change the the archive one though.
I have lots more kawaii blogskins coming up!When I say kawaii,I mean it.
I'll try changing in a week!

Monday, August 4, 2008
-Enjoy!- 7:03 PM

Konnichiwa!Just changed my blogskin(Jigoku Shoujo ver.2)!Hope you like it!See which one you like better,just post it under comments.This blogskin looks a bit weird though...

Saturday, August 2, 2008
-Yo!- 3:48 PM

Yo!My brother's having a (brithday+computer)party today,so I get to eat lots of food.I don't think the foods gonna be nice;after so many years of BBQ,my bro decided this:Everybody cook something for the party.
I bet they don't even know how to cook(obviously,they all are boys)!!LOL.
Whatever,I'm just gonna eat the nice ones.And anyway,they already arrived so I'm stuck in my own room.
Blogging is a part of my life!!!X3
Btw,gimme comments for the Jigoku Shoujo theme in the C-box.Always leave a tag before you go!
I'm sure Enma Ai will be happy to find that somebody contacted her.LOL.
;) Take care!

Friday, August 1, 2008
-Your soul shall fall into the pit of hell when you die...- 6:14 PM

Those who are unaware...
Those who are lost...
Those who offend me in anyway...
My hatred for you wil always linger...
Your soul shall burn in hell forever.
You never know when it might be you...
I remember your names so clearly...
You might die anytime.
You are helpless...
I will just watch you die...
Your actions cause us pain and suffering...
You deserve to die...
Why should I care about you?

Pitiful shadows clothed in darkness
Thy actions cause men pain and suffering
Thy hollow soul drowns in thy sins
いかにどんな死のようであるか見るのを好むか?

-Blogskin- 4:32 PM

Hi!Just changed my blogskin to Jigoku Shoujo...but the fonts are a bit weird...
And anyway,here's my C-box: http://kayumihirai.cbox.ws/
You can only reach Jigoku Tsushin at exactly midnight!