.PROFILE.
Kayumi Hirai

The Dark Angel
Umm, hi.
I know I'm not your idea of a typical 14-year-old girl. My birthday's on 9th February, and I happen to like that date a lot. I share my birthday & birthday month with very awesome people.
I have a thing for heavy music, I love J-Rock and heavy metal. I adore the Visual Kei scene.
I'm an otaku. I spend my days rotting at the computer gawking at anime, manga, music and whatnot.
I'm weird. I tend to like dark and depressing things. It doesn't make me emo or suicidal. People do have their dark moments.
If you're easily offended by gay things, this might not be the right place for you. I love yaoi and you can't change that.
Interesting guitar riffs and shredding are my weakness. You might think guitar's my specialty, but it isn't. I do play acoustic and electric guitar, but piano's what I major in. I play the Guzheng a little too.
And that's about all I have to say about me.

傷付けた後でしか 気付けなかった事
過ちの数 君を求め 見め合えたはずさ
I only realized after hurting you, that I was counting the number of flaws you had when we should have looked at each other.

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.MUSIC.
hear you sing


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com

.MOOD.
mind twist

This girl is forever random. She might sometimes suffer from moodswings, but most of the time she's feeling... happy? I don't know.
She likes to be called goth and not emo.
She is all for gay.
She has somehow developed a glasses fetish from staring at the picture up there.
When she's feeling sad, she'll go ranting about things and sound like a philosopher.
She is a narcissist.
Red, black and purple are the colours to describe her mood.

.THESE WORDS.
talk to me

.PAST.
reverse time

- June 2008 - July 2008 - August 2008 - September 2008 - November 2008 - January 2009 - February 2009 - July 2009 - August 2009 - September 2009 - October 2009 - November 2009 - January 2010 - February 2010 - March 2010 - April 2010 - May 2010 - June 2010 - July 2010 - August 2010 - September 2010 - October 2010 - November 2010 - December 2010 - January 2011 - February 2011 - March 2011 - April 2011 - May 2011 - June 2011 - July 2011 - August 2011 - November 2011 - April 2014

.CREDIT.
making of

AkamatsuA

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I have given up on designing my own skins, so a big thank you to the designer! =D Hearts!

Monday, October 26, 2009
-- 4:25 PM

Wow. A really, really long time since I updated my blog. Thankfully, Bernice saved my life and gave me the quiz to do... Well, it killed me too. 100 questions?!?!?!

1. PICK OUT A SCAR YOU HAVE, AND EXPLAIN HOW YOU GOT IT.
My right foot. I scratched it badly until it bled. Then after it healed, scratched it again. (A continuous cycle) -_-

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Posters and purple paint.

3. WHAT DOES YOUR PHONE LOOK LIKE?
Samsung Ultra Edition 8.4? Ugh, I miss my broken Samsung Ultra Edition 12.1...

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Japanese music... English Alternative Rock... (And lots of Avenged Sevenfold! Man, A7X rox!!)

5. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE?
Katekyo Hitman Reborn (TYL). Hmm, getting bored. Changing it soon XD

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
At least Top 10 in school =D and get into RGS.

7. WHAT TIME WERE YOU BORN?
Midnight! XD

8. ARE YOUR PARENTS STILL TOGETHER?
Yeah...

9. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
The rustling of leaves in my garden.

10. DO YOU GET SCARED OF THE DARK?
If you live in my house, you really have to get used to the darkness.

11. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
My ulcer? I mean ulcers?

12. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE SAME SEX.
Hair - Black. Eye - Red. (Sorry I'm imagining a fictional character...)

13. DO YOU LIKE PAINKILLERS?
I don't know, haven't tasted any.

14. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
Energy drinks give me energy while coffee makes me sleep. But I like both the same X3

15. FAVE PIZZA TOPPING?
Seafood, I guess. I love pizza~!

16 IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
A buffet load of desserts! Cake, pie and chocolates~!

17. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
My mother. Actually, I can't really remember.

18. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
Chinese and Japanese.

19. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT SOMEONE GAVE YOU?
Oh. Chocolates from Cassie and Peanuts from Joey.

20. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
Akira. As for where he's from, ask and I might answer. XD

21.ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
I don't think so.

22. FAVORITE FRIEND?
Joey!!

23. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
Lamborghini Murcielago LP 670-4 SuperVeloce (Boy, the V12 engine is to die for!!)

24. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
I don't know...

25. SAY A NUMBER FROM 1-100.
59! Gokudera~~

26. BLONDE OR BRUNETTE?
Brunette! Hehe.

27. WHAT IS THE ONE PHONE NUMBER THAT SHOWS UP ON YOUR PHONE THE MOST?
My mother's phone number.

28. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
Losing something great I've achieved.

29. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE U.K.?
I'M NOT IN THE UK GODDAMMIT!

30. YOUR WEAKNESS?
VERY HOT Shounen-ai... *w*

31. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT YOU GAVE?
A scotch-tape with ants I've killed stuck on it. Gave it to my Dad...

32. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE HOLIDAY?
Taiwan Immersion Trip!

33. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
I think. Actually, I forgot.

34. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE THIS?
Killing ants.

35. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
Analytical skills, I guess. (Referring to mee pok's report book comments...)

36. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
Dunno.

37. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
LOTS OF CASH! OR A GRAND PIANO!

38. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Nope.

39. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
NO!

40. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Not the one on school work but I like the one on my personal notebook XD

41. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE VEGETABLE?
Cabbage.

42. ANY BAD HABITS?
Yeah, too many to list.

43. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
Don't have embarrassing ones.

44. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
YES! What can you expect of a narcissist?

45. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
Hah. I might backstab the person...

46. DO LOOKS MATTER?
Yeah. Somehow.

47. HOW DO YOU RELEASE YOUR ANGER?
Fight with someone (with fists), usually my father.

48. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
Oooh! I have a lot of homes... But my second home would be The Marbella. In Mount Sinai Rise.

49. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
No. No one can be trusted.

50. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE TOY WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE?
Forgot...

51. ARE YOU AFRAID OF GROWING UP?
I CAN'T WAIT to grow up.

52. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Seldom.

53. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS?
Yeah. Christianity.

54. DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?
Most of the time.

55. WHAT IS THE MOST PAIN YOU HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED?
Showering with a wound. And this is damn common with me.

56. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
No =D

57. LAST THING YOU SPILLED?
Water...

58. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?
A hamster and some fishes,

59. FAVOURITE COLOURS?
Sky Blue, Crimson Red, Light Violet.

60. WHAT'S THE LAST BOOK YOU READ?
Hellsing 10 : End

61. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Yeah. But I'm not forcing.

62. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM VACATION?
Go to Hokkaido, Tokyo and Osaka! Eat seafood, cosplay, and buy lots of manga!!

63. LAST THING YOU ATE/DRANK?
Japanese food. Pomegranate Soya Milk.

64. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
My mother. I think.

65. DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
Maybe...

66. FAVOURITE DRINK?
I love most sweet drinks.

67. FAVOURITE ZODIAC SIGN?
Aquarius <3 After all, I'm one.

68. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SPORT?
Is F1 considered a sport?

69. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
Black, but if you look carefully it's brown.

70. EYE COLOUR?
Same as hair as described above...

71. TALL OR SHORT?
A little taller than average.

72.SIBLINGS?
A genius older brother who's lazy and a diligent older sister whom I love <3

73. FAVOURITE MONTH?
December... (HOLIDAYS~~)

74. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
YEAH!

75. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
Naruto~!

76. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
Saturday...

77. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
Don't know until you try ;D

78. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Winter.

79. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
WTF. Relationships are still better.

80. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Me.

81. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
My brother.

82. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
No idea. But I love to be loved. :D

83. BIGGEST FEAR(S)
None. I only have weaknesses, no fears...

84. LOUD OR QUIET?
Quiet.

85. FAVOURITE MOVIE?
Many movies I liked...

86. IN THE PAST YEAR, HAVE YOU MET SOMEONE WHO HAS CHANGED YOUR LIFE?
Nope.

87. HAVE YOU EVER REJECTED SOMEONE'S CALL ON PURPOSE?
Ya.

88. FACEBOOK OR MYSPACE?
Facebook...

89. MORNING OR NIGHT?
Night!

90. DO YOU SPEND YOUR LIFE ON FACEBOOK?
No, I'm not so 无聊。

91. DESCRIBE YOURSELF IN ONE WORD?
Unpredictable.

92. DREAM JOB?
Psychologist.

93. DO YOU BELIEVE IN AFTERLIFE?
Hmm. Yes. God granted us a gift which is eternal life, right?

94. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF MARRIAGE?
Nothing much.

95. HAVE YOU DONE SOMETHING YOU REGRETTED IN THE PAST YEAR?
Lots of things.

96. IS THERE SOMEONE YOU WANT TO BE WITH RIGHT NOW?
No.

97. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
NO I FREAKIN' DON'T WANT PLASTIC SURGERY!

98. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU WATCHED A MOVIE WITH?
My sister :D

99. WHAT WAS IT?
Harry Potter And The Half-Blood Prince. On the first day. XD

100. TAG 10 PEOPLE!
Any random 10 people who visits my blog. Yeah. But I don't think 10 people will visit me anyway.



OMG It's finally complete. I spent some time killing ants just now...
Use my method if you have ant trails in your house like me. When I say ant trail, I mean hundreds of ants in one line... No kidding.

I cut a piece of scotch-tape. LONG piece. Then, you know that ants are very 乖, so they will follow in quite a straight line. Take the scotch-tape and paste it RIGHT on top of them.
Remember to crush them all.

-MISSION COMPLETE-

Yeah, I know... I'm a sadist... Always thinking of ways to kill and torture things. ;D