.PROFILE.
Kayumi Hirai

The Dark Angel
Umm, hi.
I know I'm not your idea of a typical 14-year-old girl. My birthday's on 9th February, and I happen to like that date a lot. I share my birthday & birthday month with very awesome people.
I have a thing for heavy music, I love J-Rock and heavy metal. I adore the Visual Kei scene.
I'm an otaku. I spend my days rotting at the computer gawking at anime, manga, music and whatnot.
I'm weird. I tend to like dark and depressing things. It doesn't make me emo or suicidal. People do have their dark moments.
If you're easily offended by gay things, this might not be the right place for you. I love yaoi and you can't change that.
Interesting guitar riffs and shredding are my weakness. You might think guitar's my specialty, but it isn't. I do play acoustic and electric guitar, but piano's what I major in. I play the Guzheng a little too.
And that's about all I have to say about me.

傷付けた後でしか 気付けなかった事
過ちの数 君を求め 見め合えたはずさ
I only realized after hurting you, that I was counting the number of flaws you had when we should have looked at each other.

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.MUSIC.
hear you sing


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com

.MOOD.
mind twist

This girl is forever random. She might sometimes suffer from moodswings, but most of the time she's feeling... happy? I don't know.
She likes to be called goth and not emo.
She is all for gay.
She has somehow developed a glasses fetish from staring at the picture up there.
When she's feeling sad, she'll go ranting about things and sound like a philosopher.
She is a narcissist.
Red, black and purple are the colours to describe her mood.

.THESE WORDS.
talk to me

.PAST.
reverse time

- June 2008 - July 2008 - August 2008 - September 2008 - November 2008 - January 2009 - February 2009 - July 2009 - August 2009 - September 2009 - October 2009 - November 2009 - January 2010 - February 2010 - March 2010 - April 2010 - May 2010 - June 2010 - July 2010 - August 2010 - September 2010 - October 2010 - November 2010 - December 2010 - January 2011 - February 2011 - March 2011 - April 2011 - May 2011 - June 2011 - July 2011 - August 2011 - November 2011 - April 2014

.CREDIT.
making of

AkamatsuA

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I have given up on designing my own skins, so a big thank you to the designer! =D Hearts!

Monday, September 22, 2008
-More quiz!- 9:28 PM

Q1.What was the last question someone asked you?
Isn't this a question?
Q2.Whose message is the 6th text in your inbox?
Katsu-chan
Q3.What was the last thing you said/sent to someone?
Eto...I forgot.
Q4.Bored?
Very.
Q5.Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
I don't like milk.Besides,I don't want to drink milk because of the poison.
Q6.What are you listening to?
Meikyuu Butterfly by Nana Mizuki
Q7.What does the song reminds?
Hoshina Utau and her nice voice X3
Q8.What's bothering you right now?
You.
Q9.What colour is your phone
Pearly black. Oooh,pearl...
Q10.What do you spend most of the money on?
I can't spend my money!! Waah!! Only on food...
Q11.Is there a secret that you never told your parents?
There is too much to list =X
Q12.Have you ever dyed your hair?
Of course not.I will be killed by Mrs Ang!!
Q13.Are you an emotional person?
Depends.
Q14.What's something that can make you feel better?
Chatting and blogging.

-Quiz again.- 9:19 PM

I fear...
The dark
Staying alone forever
Being a parent
Giving birth
Being myself in front of others
Open spaces
Closed spaces
Heights
Black Cats
Big hairy arses
Total so far:3
Birds
Fishes
Spiders
Flowers or other plants
Being touched
Fire
Deep Waters
Lakes
Silk
The ocean
Total so Far:7
Failure
Success
Thunder/Lightning
Frogs/Toads
Father
Mother
Mice/Rats
Jumping from high places
Snow
Rain
Total So Far:7
Wind
Cross Hanging Bridge
Death
Heaven
Being robbed
Falling
Clown
Crowds
Men
Women
Total so far:9
Having great responsibilities
Doctors including dentist
Tornadoes
Hurricanes
Incurable Diseases
Venomous Snakes
Sharks
Friday the 13th
Ghosts
Poverty
Total so Far:14
Halloween
School
Trains
Odd numbers
Even numbers
Being alone
Being blind
Becoming deaf
Growing up
Monsters under my bed
Parents leave me
Total so far:17
Creepy noises in the night
Bee stings
Not acomplishing my dreams/goal
Needles
My own personality
Dinosaurs only if they were alive
The welcome mat
High speed
Throwing up
Falling in love
My total:19
I fear 19 out of 71 common fears =D Yay! I'm not really a scare-dy cat.

-Recent updates- 8:57 PM

LOL.I haven't really posted anything good the past few days,so I'm posting now.
Just some updates and questions...
1.What do you think of the new blogskin?Please comment in the c-box.
2.I'll put down a rule of no using vulgarities to scold people who are reading this blog,except for teachers.
3.Another rule: No spamming in the C-box,please.
4.I'd love to hear your remarks and comments,but I hate criticizm that insult me.I only need constructive criticizm which can help to improve my blog.
5.As some of you may have noticed,there's no blog archive.I'll try my best to add in one.

Now back to the post...
Yay! I've had a feast for lunch on Friday.So shiok! Go Mouth's Restaurant eat Buddha Jump Over the wall,Four Treasure thingy (itz an appetizer.yummy!4 at once),fried dory fish,fried udon,etc.End up bill $88++.Wah seh! So ex sia! Then my father wan use credit card,dunno why but cannot use.I think the machine spoil larh. Lucky my mother got bring cash! She go take out $100 note. Wah!So good!I wish I had that for my weekly,no - daily allowance!!XD
Saturday?Boring.Got dance class,the come back home,do homework,then play computer.
Yesterday I go Queensway buy netball shoes. Mio say got one netball shoes only $89.So I go check lor.Really got leh!So I try try,see whether can wear.Then lucky can wear.My father go bargain ask for discount,he ask for 30% discount but in the end,got a 20% discount so I got the shoes for $71.So shuang!
Ok larh,no things to talk about anymore. I just finish typing my stupid compo.800+ words!WTF?! I type dao ban si. Aiya,I purposely write my compo so lan liao still gimme so high for what? Aiyoh,how to type like this sia?
Never mind,enough nonsense.I go steal Udon's quiz lerh.PSPS!!Sry hor!

Saturday, September 20, 2008
-New blogskin =D- 4:02 PM

I hope you like the new blogskin. It's from Shugo Chara! and that's one of my favourite characters.I hope you find it nice :) Enjoy and please comment XD!
I like her 'cuz I like her songs,and I find her personality a bit like mine.LOL.
I think Utau and Ikuto are a cute couple,although they're siblings...X3

Friday, September 19, 2008
-HOW DID I GET MYSELF INTO THIS MESS?!- 9:10 PM

I officially announce that netball rox. I already think it rox long long ago,but I did not declare it.Sigh...
I hereby declare that choir sux,and I think life there is just plain hell.I hate being in choir but yet I am forced to stay there.I know Katsure agrees with me too. =P
I can't believe I've joined to completely opposite CCAs.In choir,we're supposed to lock our knees and feet to the ground and not fidget at all.If we scratch somewhere in the middle of a song,we will get a scolding.In netball,we're NOT supposed to lock our knees and feet to the ground.We are supposed to fidget and not stand still.I don't know how I can survive like this.The only solution is to rip myself in two,which is of course impossible.So I decided to bend my knees a bit during choir,and do some squatting and standing during warm-ups.
Okay,now I'm gonna go to the extreme part.........


NETBALL COMPLETELY ROX N ITZ MY LIFE.NO ONE SHULD TAKE IT AWAY FROM ME,UNLESS DEY WANT DERE ASS KICKED.I HAVE DA RIGHT 2 GO 4 NETBALL N QUIT CHOIR,BUT SOME ASSHOLE WANTZ ME TO STAY.SHE'S A FUCKING BITCH AND U SHULD VERY WELL KNOW WHO SHE IS.ITZ FRIGGIN' UNFAIR DAT WE CAN'T DO WHAT WE WANT.

CHOIR SUX SUX SUX LYK HELL AND DA TCHERZ TEACH CRAPPY SHYT.DA TCHERZ R NOT HUMAN,DERE FUCKING BITCHES.I WULD VERY MUCH LYK DEM 2 KIZ MY ASS.TO HELL WIF DEM N FUCK DEM.WELL I THINK HELL IS MUCH BETA DEN CHOIR CUZ WE STILL CAN DO WAT WE WANT.BEING IN CHOIR MEANS YOU R STUCK IN SOME FRIGGIN' BLACK HOLE WITHOUT ANYTHING,GETTING YOUR WINGZ OF FREEDOM STRIPPED AWAY.

Well I hope none of those fuckerz r readin dis,cuz I'd be in trubble on Monday.
I know I'm being totally extreme,'cuz I'm rioting against choir SO MUCH together with Katsure.We're really going overboard,but I still think we should have the right to decide for ourselves what we truly want.We also have our own lives,and no one has the right to take it away,not even our closest friends and family.I just wish that I had an Alice that could control anything I want.

Friday, September 12, 2008
-The Quiz.- 7:38 PM

Sorry Yuhan I steal your quiz.I got nothing to do ma...
Q1.What is my Zodiac?
Ox

Q2.Do you believe in love at first sight?
Not Really,but depends...

Q3.Does your ex still contact you?
I dun even have one!

Q4.Do your think you are a good gf/bf?
I'm not even one!!

Q5.Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
It really depends...

Q6.Have you ever like anyone else's bf/gf?
I don't even like them!

Q7.Think of anyone right now?
Eto... ... No!

Q8.What would you like to say to the person on your mind?
I don't have anybody on my mind...

Q9.Have you ever broken someone else's heart?
I'm not even that person.How would I know?!

Q10:Have you every like someone so much that it hurts?
I don't like anyone.

Q11.Do you prefer to be in a relationship or single?
What the hell do you want from me?! Kieuseru!!

Q12.How do you feel right now?
Normal.No particular feelings.Ya better not push it.

Q13.Have you told anyone you would marry them?
No way.I don't even like them.

Q14.Total contact in MSN?
Only 17...

Q.15How many online?
2!!

Q16.Often chat with those people online?
Depends whether they're willing

Q17.How many groups have you created?
None.

Q18.Prefer China or Malaysia?
Japan's better.

Q19.What you gonna do on 11/9/08
Only god knows.

Q20.What hp line you using?
M1!It rox!

Q21.Good service at all?
Of course.

Q22.Do you have blog?
Aren't you asking the obvious?!

Q23.Spammers spamming?
Spammers are idiots who have nothing better to do.

Q24.Who love you the most?
Family!Which family doesn't love their daughter?!

Q25.How would you know?
It's common sense!

Q26.When you know you gonna die?What is the last thing you will do?
Fulfil my last wishes.

Q27.Looking forward to a particular day?
Which day are you reffering to? Payrise and Promotion Day sounds good.(PPD!!)

Q28.Which sec school?
Raffles Girls Secondary.It's stated in the previous,previous post.

Q29.Are you dumb or stupid?
You're an fucking asshole if you think I'm either dumb or stupid.

Q30.What is your name?
Lim Sze Hui.

Q31.Like it?
Ok larh.Japanese name nicer.Like Kayumi Hirai.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008
-Hi!- 8:55 PM

Hi!I'm finally back.I know I never post for a long time, but I am always there.I will post in my own C-box! Don't worry,I will visit my blog at least once a week.
Yay! I very happy.I liscence lvl 6 for audi liaoz.But that was like 2 weeks ago,haizz...Anyway, I gonna liscense lvl 7 in about 3 days or so.
Heheh,these few days have been watching anime!! I finished Shugo Chara! in two days.Amuto 4eva!!Ikuto kakui!!!I think he's cute.Banzai!But I want episode 47 to come out...Why not just upload the whole series?! Sigh...
Oh yeah,I also watched Vampire Hunter D : Bloodlust on Sunday.It's M18 but who cares?It's just violence...(and horror,of course).It's a movie,so it does not take that long.It's so nice!!Lucky I never buy the VCD from video shop.I watched it online instead.
WAAAA Ms Kok go bluff us by saying exam is next week.Aiya,where got so fast?Siao arh?!
I dun like homework...So much homework...Some more I sometimes dun pack bag and dun bring things home sia,haizz I'm drowning in a sea of homework,homework and more homework.Ms Kok,you say give more homework but can dun give so much?!
Okay,I officially announce I have nothing more to say.Ja!